Counseling is tomorrow...it should be interesting. After our little "issue" on Friday I haven't had much contact with with H other than yesterday when we "got into it". Convo started bad, the middle was bad as H said "you can cancel the counseling session because I'm not going", but ended on an okay note with H saying he would meet me at counseling on Wednesday. All the badness was related to me expressing to him how it hurt that he didn't seem to care about mine or d's well being on Friday when he refused to come over and help with fire alarms. His response was "if I didn't care I wouldn't have volunteered to go to counseling with you". Funny...I don't recall him volunteering, but who cares right? At any rate, I'm in a good place right now....I'm trying to stop putting pressure on myself to "get him to come home" I can't do that...it will have to be a decision he makes for himself and it's not something I can hurry along. I need to concentrate on being okay with our without him....
