BG-I don't think the illness caused this at all. My H was on way out door last year before I found out about BC. He stayed. I think out of obligation/love. What kind of man would he have been to just walk out then? But it is different this time. He thinks of us as separated, I guess, sleeping in other room for a few weeks now. But the last 2 have been different. He has actually been texting for me for no reason, was upset that I wasn't feeling well, even texted twice yesterday to see how I was feeling. I have had many other things happen and he doesn't check that much. Even today, he texted to ask me a really dumb question, I answered, requiring no reply, but he replied anyway. He was very quiet last night, so something is going on in his head. I just wish I knew what. I'm holding onto hope that things are improving. I just have to remind myself about the pull backs so I don't freak out. Really tired tonight. Running fever. Just wish this pain in my side would go away. Test results always seem to take forever.
Everyone keep their chins up and we can support each other.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
