D3 and I spent Thanksgiving with my Dad, his gf and my one brother and his gf. It was nice.. although D3 was bit on her finger by my Dad's chihuahua
H flew in from his business trip on Sunday and called me on my cell. He was at the house and was checking to see where "his girls" were. I told him I was on the road heading back to the house and would be over an hour.. he said he'd stay and watch tv and do his laundry so that he'd get the chance to see us. D3 was sleeping soundly when she and I got home so we put her straight to bed. H stayed an hour or 1.5 hours and then left.
He was supposed to come over the following morning but slept in. So I got a call at 12:15pm that his alarm didn't go off. I'll take it at face value but most of the stuff I hear like that I don't believe.
H has a big evening next Tuesday. He's a finalist for an award so he's pretty excited. He has invited me to come. I tried backing out of it yesterday. I'm feeling uneasy about it. The last time I spent time with his at a work function was his Christmas party early last December... and he was horrible to me. So as I was trying to back out of it I told him that I've not really been a part of that world for a long time now and that I have VERY unpleasant memories of the last time so that it might be best for him to have someone else as his plus one. He insists that I am the person he wants there.. and I mentioned that he also insisted I come to the Christmas party last year (when I tried to not go to that because I could sense he didn't really want me there).. and he proceeded to say that he sincerely means it. He wants me there. It's not the same as the Christmas party as he was in really dark place back then. I don't know. I just feel scared.. and worried about a deja vu moment.
Anyway
Work is busy... which is good.
House hasn't sold yet. I'm praying it will by the end of this month. I know it's going to happen. It's got to!
My Mom was a lifesaver and sold all D3's fundraising chocolate bars.. I'm so grateful.. she's always here for me.
It's getting so dark so early these days. I'm finding that I'm a lot more tired lately.. I'm already looking forward to spring!
I voted today. I didn't at the last couple of elections do to being busy or lazy.. but I managed to do it today. So I feel good! Now I'm "allowed" to complain when our government jerks us around.
