LADYBUG trying to detatch..but doesn't know how.

[ms ladybug]

I asked h if we can wait to move until Jan.1, so the kids can be at home during the holidays. I got a big fat "no" for that one. He wants us out of the house, out of the only house the kids have known. Out of the house where their toys are, where the swingset is, and their own rooms. Into my moms house. He said that if I refuse to leave, he'll cut off all money. I'm sure the law would not take too well to a man doing that to his family, but I'm afraid it would take "the law" too long to get involved anyway.

In the same breath, he said that we are going to get divorced, and later down the road, we can re-evaluate things, and if we want to, we can get re-married to each other. UUMMMmmm...no. No thank you for that very tender offer. But, why would I remarry a man who is able to divorce me once?

My heart aches, and I'm not sleeping well anymore. I lay awake crying over the house, the memories here, and for my dear kids who have done nothing wrong, but now have to leave their house, and possessions behind to go live with grandma.