My W Convinced, D Is The Answer!

[Little Engine]

No didn't go see the kids. Can't handle it, I am really on edge today about all of this. W calling me and pestering me isn't helping. I think I really hate her. She is not my W, just a selfish person who won't put our children's best interests ahead of her own. She said "Could I be married to you for the rest of my life? Sure. Would I be happy? Maybe. That is why this is so hard, because you are my friend." Instead she goes and chooses this idiot and disrupts the lives of our kids and me. I didn't want her to be unhappy I just wanted her to be happy with me. She has given up on that idea and only time and more bad experiences will make her hopefully see that she goofed up.