Check Out My Swing!-Life in the Rough

[Babygirl]

thanks. I truly mean it. yes i am scared to death. this morning at chemo, the nurse had been reading my chart, then came to take out my iv, and said looks like we are gonna be seeing you more often. OMG WTF???? I go to a no insurance place, so getting things back takes longer, of course she cant or wont tell me jack. I am scared she knows what my lymph nodes came back and I dont yet. and I am tired of feeling guilty for being scared. more than anything I am tired of being alone. its just hard, no one in my "real" life understands, I am expected to always be as big as king kong........i am under 100 pounds