I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

Thanks Daisy,

That makes me smile :). H also just texted to say he was in the hotel and good night.

I am trying...not sure what my next best course of action is. I will stay dim until Thursday. I did a few things around the house tonight, so hopefully he'll notice.

Thursday he verified he's going out. I think this could be REALLY good if he will talk openly after drinking. I may actually push a bit, but I know how he works, so I think this will be a very good opportunity.

Tomorrow I fly to Poland-last day...H asked why I was bothering going back for a day-good question-couldn't tell him it's because of him freaking out.

Anyway, hoping tomorrow will be calm.

ITH