My thoguths exactly. She comes back to the prize. Brake job should be done by 6:30 tonight, couple of hours away. I'm feeling that real empty feeling inside again. don't understand why, but I have a feeling it's the hearing all the crap again. Plus being emotionally alone doesn't help. I'm functionaing well, but having a hard time focusing awayfrom my feeling s for her. My mind has had a chance to relaxt this weekend, and I am starting to think I shouldn't have done it. I know I had to slow down, but I think I should've kept busy instead of decompressing. Lots of pain right now....Think maybe the thought of her brakes being done is going to close the door for a while...
