Yes there was backsliding but it's okay. Done and over with. You obviously see where things went wrong so all you can really do is pick yourself up and keep moving forward. I can imagine how hurtful it is to be in your situation and to have to hear the "spew" over and over again. Try to focus on the good things. Awhile back you told me about the bank visual, think of all your efforts and ML and nice texts as small deposits in that bank. Your hubby may not see it yet but when things get back on track it will all add up and it will be good. So keep at it!