I still believe in miracles

[istherehope]

And H just texted me 3 times in a row after his flight landed...

First was to tell me he landed; he knows I like this, so sort of expected

Second was to say he was going to the hotel, then dinner, then bed--totally unneeded as I hadn't responded to the first text

Third was to ask me to feed the dogs and change the cats' litter

So I responded in a joking way about the dogs starving and the cats using his pillow as a litterbox, and responded to the other and said to have a great dinner.

No response, though none was expected. Again, I just want to call out the difference between what he says and what he does. Texting me about him going to dinner and bed was not needed, or expected after today's brutal conversation. I guess he'll see my apology email soon enough which is a bit weird as well. So I'm still feeling weird, but a bit better. The texts were nice, and I need to pay attention to his actions, and not back him into a corner where he says cruel things that he most likely doesn't mean. I guess if I push him he will lash out. I panicked about the living situation today. I need to keep quiet between now and Thursday, and hope that Thursday will be a good opportunity for him to talk to me of his own accord.

OK well I have a flight at 6 AM tomorrow, so need to start getting ready for it.

ITH