I think I have an STD thanks to exh

[Starshyne]

I didn't want to be testing for HIV because I was with H when he went through 3 major HIV tests in the past. I just didn't feel like that was something necessary at this point. I pass out whenever I have to have blood taken and I didn't have anyone there to drive me home. So maybe another time I will feel it is needed. But I also know that HIV takes several months before it shows up, and it would be too soon.

I was pretty dumb to believe that H had only kissed the OW when we had sexual contact in February. But I know that I was doing at the time what I felt was best for my marriage and asking him to use a condom wouldn't have helped anything. I can't go back and change things that is for sure.


Nothing is really clearing up after using the medication for 2 treatments. At least things aren't really bad (3 warts). But if they don't go away I will have to wait until December before I can have them burned off (and that doesn't sound like a good time).

I told XH about it all today and he doesn't think he was the one who gave it to me. Yeah whatever! He had unprotected sex with a women who told him she had HPV! Just because he isn't showing any symptoms doesn't mean that he can't be a carrier. He did feel bad about the whole thing and offered to take me to any doctor's appointments I might have (no thanks). While he isn't getting his in means of STDs he is getting his.