1hope, I am with you on missing my old life and friend. If you would have told me in July even this was what was coming for my life, I would have laughed in your face. Not anymore. I couldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
Your H is so lost, he wants you to be there whenever he wants you to be. But doesn't want to be there for you.
I keep telling myself these H's will have to reawaken sometime, but I just don't know.
You do such a great job of staying off his roll of emotions. I wish I could detach as well as you do. I feel like I am starting to detach, and then something happens, and I am all torn up again. I know all the talking we did last night didn't really do any good, I guess I felt better for the fact that I know he doesn't do any of this on purpose.
Keep up the your positive attitude. It will help you!!
