You were doing so good and it sounded like a great night that you guys had together.
I'm so sorry about the backslide but you can't make him see things. That has to be on his own terms especially since he has this problem about you 'controllin' things. If you are telling him how to feel about how things went in his eyes that is you controlling him.
Can I ask how did all of this R talk come up?
You still have Thursday...don't cry or stress too much about it. You have to be strong sweetie!! Go through everything in your head to avoid this happening again. You now know how he can push your buttons so try to figure out a way that you can control your emotions so that next time you know how not to get over emotional. Hang in there and think about the great night that you had and that jog you guys are going yo have this weekend coming up.
