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I am just acting as if my life is great even though it is falling completely apart at times.


Oh my girl, do I know what you mean by that.

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I know that it will get better and am counting on that.


Yes, my friend. It will.

My H is like yours. Not doing a THING to come back. In fact, doing everything to move forward. Heck, when he broke it off with OW, I thought for sure, he'd be back. Nope.

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We are the annoying nats buzzing around them looking for attention when all they want to do is swat us


Wow. I used to call this the "LWB Show". I would put on my best face, my best act, be the best person around him, tell him funny stories about the kids, etc....trying to draw him in. I am mortified thinking back to that, and do not do that anymore.

We are in such similar emotional spots.

PS: Glad you are feeling good. Yay!