I just started here, so I in the dark about ((FG)).
You sound strong and ready to meet what is coming. I wish I could say something inspirational to you, but I just don't seem to have the words now.
Who ever said building a or repairing a relationship was hard work. Did have to do it!! It is a lot harder than they make it out to be. It takes (PIG) Pride, Integrity and Guts and it appears that you have them all.