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[MsMelancoly]

Well, today is my 2nd year anniversary of being M. I bought myself some flowers for the occasion. Last week I emailed my H about doing dinner tonight. He said he would call me ..... never happened ....... and I didn't think he really would call. He left me a year & 2 months ago. Probably checked out of the M then. I do believe this is the end of DBing for me & my marriage. I just really don't care anymore. I'm tired & he's not worth it. I love my H - always will - but just don't want to be M to him anymore. I have been detatching so well - but am hurting today.