Ok I havent been on because so much has happened that you wouldnt be proud of me..and now I am stuck....
Im not sure if I posted about all the flirting back and forth with hubby on Thurs and Friday nights...
Well Saturday we spend the day together. Made love took a two hour nap.
We had a conversation afterwords...he knows he needs to make a decision. He "says" he will never love her like he loves me...bla bla yes he cares for her but is so confused.
Foreward to Sunday..we were to talk more...still asking him straight out about telling his entire family he was done ..yet I still feel love from him. Is he done... he cant say.
He continues to say I do love you..but cant say he will come home and wont tell me to move on.
Tell him his choice is obvious in his actions..he is living with her...
Please just say your done..let me go..
He says nothing all day..until..I forward a text to him that I want to send to her..revealing his Saturday afternoon romp with me.
He is pissed off..tells me to send it..then I called him and said I dont want to send it...he says we are done that is exactly why I dont want to be with you..you set me up....
What? So...he is now pissed...still with her..I want to F*** up her world and tell her.. I know it seems immature..but why should she walk around and gloat.
What do you think? Please be kind..I know I am an idiot.
