Wow, BC. What a sitch to be in. I just feel you being pulled on both directions. What you KNOW you should be doing with what you FEEL you want to do.

You are the one controlling it. If you find out that she DOESN'T miss you, then better you find out the truth now than later. You would know that it wasn't because of your actions. MAKE her miss you. Take Puppy's advice. Your still giving her grace at the same time. Right now, just give her a little of yourself. Sounds like your playing it ok. Just don't let it mess with you.

I envy the position your in and at the same time, I can see that it is STILL hard for ya'.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."