JUST USED LRT-WHAT DO I DO NOW???

[Sanderika]

Thank you 1hope for your kind words. I appreciate the support.

snodderly,

Thank you for your comments.

My H's OW has poisoned H all right. It's funny but now people are coming out of the woodwork and telling me all her plots and plans.

She worked him over so long about our business partnership by telling him and everyone else that I was running the company into the ground and I was stupid and I was using antiquated methods of bookkeeping. She told people her BFF was so smart and would do a much better job than me and that her BFF would turn the place around. Her BFF was so much smarter than me.
I KNEW THAT COMPANY LIKE THE BACK OF MY HAND. I STARTED IT. I HAD 25 YEARS OF EXPERIENCE RUNNING IT. RUN IT INTO THE GROUND, ME STUPID, ANTIQUATED......OMG. OMG. OMG.

She is now working on keeping my H from his local friends. Local friends see right through her tactics and plots. OW is making fast enemies in this town. She's taking H right down with her.

I want the D over and done with immediately. H brought us to it H is going to get it. I am only sorry that H didn't give us more of a chance and that H put all his stock in her account. OW will burn him, It's something I am positive about, and I can't explain why I am so positive.

My H is actually a very humble man. I hope one day he can talk to me like a friend and explain the whys. I would like to hear his regrets. It would make me feel better as I have accepted all the blame in the demise of the marriage and have been literally tortured by this evnet in my life over the past 38 months. I know this road still has no end and that I have a long way to go.

It's sad that even with all that's happened I am still standing by him. He has a gem in me, I wish he could see it before it's definately too late.

For H to realize 6-12 months post divorce that it was a mistake would be tragic because I am sure there is about to be a lot more pain in my future.

I still want to know how H is emotionally this past week. I hope he feels like me.

I will protect myself and my son, for every penny I can get the OW can't have it. That's mean but it's how I feel. H will end up broke. His father told me many times to get the lion's share if I can cause OW will take 25% of what's left and H will end up with 25% if he's lucky. My FIL doesn't like OW at all and doesn't trust her as far as he could throw her. It's funny how everyone knows what she is up to except H.

Thank you snodderly, I appreciate your words of wisdom, I am getting stronger in baby steps. Heck I only teared up twice today.

Sanderika