I understand about how the ups and downs can affect you and make you want to run away too. Of course, our sanity comes back and we realize that we are the only stabilizing influence that our children may have. And, as you know, they are worth every frustrating moment, whether it is from our spouse or from our children.
The biggest challenge is to avoid being pulled into the drama. We almost need to remove ourselves, mentally and therefore emotionally, from the situation.
If I am going by at least the date you have registered, you have been dealing with this for 1 1/2 years longer than I have and deserve much credit for dealing with the madness.
Hang in there. If not for anyone else that D10.
Me:56, W:51 D:26,S:24,S:22 Married:18 Bomb 9/27/06 Separated 11/27/06 Divorced 10/6/08 Leaving it up to God