Oh Gypsy my friend, you are such a lovely soul. I wish I could have heard the chanting as well. Isnt it glorious how we can look back at such simple pleasures and see the gift they were!
I know what you mean about pictures of the H walking away. Anytime I have wanted to tell him how I feel or I just want to lay into for what he has done, I get that image of him with his back turned and already gone. I think to myself is it going to make a difference? If my back was turned to him, would it change how I felt to hear those things...my answer would always be NO. I stopped awhile ago trying to reach out to him. It does no good.
I was the nat that kept buzzing "pay attention to me." Not only did I annoy him but he also felt the need to swat at me with harsh words. I quit buzzing around him and he has quit swating at me. Lesson learned. Still, it does not make the fact that he did leave any easier. I hate that I have had to learn to detach from the one who meant the most to me. What doesnt kill us.....make me want to kill him sometimes
Broken Hearted ------------------ Me - 36 H - 37 S - 8 Married - 1992 ILYNILWY - August 2007 Moved Out - March 2008 OW Revieled - May 28, 2008 Filed for D - July 2, 2008
