Chicki, I'm not only happy, but EXTREMELY GREATFUL that it can be this way. Sometimes we get caught up in the hurt and don't see that there are things to be greatful for !
I am sorry that you don't get the major days this year, it must be very hard and sad...((((hugs)))) my thoughts will be with you.
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus