your being anxious is understood but look at it this way it also means that you and your W are on the right track in order for this to be able to happen.
you are really coming along in terms of your R with your W.
I noticed that she is not sleeping anywhere right now this is a sign of her commitment to work on your R I feel.
I like Matilda's idea of the poem.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez