On the way to work, I kept thinking about yesterday. Made me realize how much I really do miss her. Us.
Started to tear up. Had to roll the windows down and blast my music.
I shouldn't have let her talk to me so much. Actually, it wasn't so much talking. It was more the interactions between us. Maybe I made myself too available. I'm still supposed to stop by and pick the puppies when I head home.
Hey bud. This is going to happen - I cannot see how it can't. This is maybe why so many folks are saying to go as dark as possible. I realize yesterday would have been tough to do, but when you can that probably protects you from feeling the way you did this morning.
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and have a great rest of the day.
Glad the b'day went well.
Take care.
LIS
M45 WW 43 D17/S14/D11
ILYB Jan 08 PA Conf Feb 08 OMW / OM contacted S Jan / 09
No one ever has, or ever will, escape the consequences of their actions.
