I have never posted to you before, I think. But I had to after reading your post. You are responsible for your actions, the "bad" ones but also for the "good" ones. You decided to end it, you respected your friends' family, you apologised.
My stbxH has/had an OW. Although I dont know her well, let me tell you, I bet she is nothing like you. You are just human.You made a mistake for which as we all know, 2 persons are needed. You dont need this guilt right now. Protect yourself. Sorry you had to lose a friend. I know that hurts. xxx K
