M, So many of the holidays that we grew up w/and loved are being renamed just to be politically correct these days. Books that we read as children are no longer allowed in the school system because of this as well. The times have changed and the children of today don't have a clue what "fun" was back when we were kids and they'll never experience it or understand the true meaning of fun and using your imagination to the fullest to get even more fun out of those things of yesteryear. Those were the days!
I'm sorry that your son brought his friends over at that ungodly hour. You have every right to express yourself in your own home. Well, he may be an adult, but he's certainly not acting like one at this time. I imagine that the friend who left last week was hoping you'd allow him to spend the night. I feel for you, i.e., you have two adults attempting to spread their wings and find themselves at this time.
I do hope that your h will see a doctor about the BP issue. It's nothing to play with by any means. His stress level is off the chart and until he's on meds and comes to his senses and realizes that his life style is what is creating the health issue, he'll continue to have them. I pray that he wakes up very soon and returns home.
Please take care of yourself. I worry about you. You are carrying a very heavy load and do not want to see you become ill. Your faith has kept you strong throughout this journey and I pray that God will assist your h and waking up very soon.
Hope today is a good one for you.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
