Sorry for ur hard day, give it a little more time before u move. U know when days are hard we want to change it then and there. But we cant, we alway want to fix it. We have to get it thru our thick skulls that this is something we cant fix, time has to play its roll. Im like u, some days im ready to be done, the next im not. I know my W was with OM friday night, all night, at her sis's house with my son there even after her knowing it bothers him. Im just taking a deep breath, did alot of things with kids this weekend. Talked to my uncle yesterday, who is a preacher, gave me some support and encouragement. Daughters 18th bday is tues, i guess we are going to fix dinner for her together. She was very quite at pitching pratice yesterday, alot on her mind.

Anyway LE keep ur head up and dont give up til u know in your heart that its time. Who knows what tomorrow will bring. Im thinking about u and have been praying for all of us.


Me-39
STBXW-42
together 20yrs
M-17
Kids-2
D-18
S-16
Bomb-96
Bomb-2005
bomb- 3/2008 for a year
Separated 5/08
Filing in July
Today.... Slowly learning a new life!