LE! I can't move yet, but I'll keep up with you over there...You can make a nice cozy space and throw me a "welcome" party when I get there shortly!!!
Don't blame yourself so much. You likely weren't the perfect H...there's no such thing. But, you didn't make your W be unfaithful. She chose that path for your family. Only God can help you resolve the spiritual ramifications of D struggle. Just pray on it and resolve not to act until God's answer is clear to you. I know...I'm suggesting more patience...that seems to be all we do here...be patient!!!!
I hope you can do something for you tomorrow...when's your next visit with the kids? Next weekend? Plan something fun for that...I know they miss you as much as you miss them.
I've got you on my prayer list...I'll specifically start asking God to help you resolve the issues about your path forward.
Love! Amy
Amy
Me 39 H 36 S 7 S 4 T 15 M 12 H out 8/1/08 OW confirmed 8/6/08 D final on 6/12/09...I'm doing good!