Thanks Snodderly. Yes, the rental won't really have any yard for them to play in and no garage, basement or storae either. So I will have to put their bikes, etc. in a rental storage place.

They will still be in the same school, that is the main reason why I am going to rent in that particular apartment area. I don't want the boys to have to go through too much change. My little one especially doesn't do well with change.

Chicki, I wish I did say that about the date! Not like he would care anyway though. He hasn't shown interest in me for about 3 years now.

Today I spent this beautiful day with my girlfriend and her husband. I had a really nice time, but I have to tell you, I am lonely.

JA has been gone for 2 1/2 years now. I miss the companionship of an adult and miss having someone to love.

Yes, I find other things to do to have fun and enjoy life, but still I feel there is a void in my life and I hate it. I just want to be loved, loved by JA, but that isn't going to happen.

Sigh....

Last edited by MrsH; 10/13/08 02:47 AM.

Me:35, ex: 36
Sons: 9 & 7
Bomb: July, 2006
Divorced 2009