I knew people were concerned about the situation, and people were scared about me. But it is nice to know that they see me in this way now. They see positive, but they also know I am in pain and still hurt. But, as the female friends of ours have said, if it were them, what I am today is definitely what they would want to come home to. I am decompressing today and talked with one of my BF as he was here with me all aftyernoon. We did discuss this whole friend's phone call deal and he blurted out that he thinks I was being set up. One to either have and affair and she would see us a a level playing field or two, that she wants to find out where I am at emotinally and sexually. Interesting. I may never find out why the conversation came. She hasn't called me back to finish the conversation so it is interestig why she called in the first place.
