MWG - thank you. Yes, I was asking God what I would have to do for him to end my husband's MLC now instead of waiting until God told me it would be over. I am just so tired of the pain. I'm tired of doing things without my husband. When I go out with the girls or watch a football game without him I still miss him. My mom died about 2 1/2 months ago. Six days before she died my parents moved 10 hours away from me. So today, I'm just missing my mom, my dad, and my husband. So, I'm going to have my pity party.
