Thnaks for checking back. It was really "Self-Flaggelate FLTC Day" today. I really tried after MC. MC gave me some books to read, but they never "reached" me. I really addressed all that MC asked me to do. I don't believe she ever did. still the 15 point critiques, the "undifferentiated anger": Anger at everything AND nothing at the same time. Never knowing what would set her off. W. gave me a "better sex" book, which I read, and tried, but nothing was quite right.
I was never a disengaed father. I went to every event, game, play, award. I never sat in front of the TV, and when I would use the computer for more than a hlaf hour, I got called on it, even if I was doing work or Army stuff. Always felt guilty about relaxing. Did all the outside stuff. W. never mowed the lawn in 20 years, so it wasn't like I was inert, just out of touch (as was my father) with certain stuff. Most guys would get this, I think. Not malicious as wii said.
