I went out and bought some new clothes the night my W told me she was reawakening sexually, only she wasn't attracted to me. (I never buy new clothes for me. W has so many clothes it is unreal).
That night I had been invited to have dinner with W, her mom, Brother and SIL and my D. but I bowed out. I didn't feel like being there with a shotgun blast to my heart, so I went clothes shopping. Oh yeah, also got some hair color to remove the little bit of gray on my temples, and give my hair just a little more fullness. And a few other manly makeover products, just to experiment.
Went to Macy's and they had a great sale on a brand name called Alfani. Fairly cool stuff, and since I am a U2 fan, just one year younger than Bono, I put together my rock & roll look, something I had left behind about 12 yrs. ago.
New cool,longsleeve black shirt with small white designs, black leather rockport shoes, some Levi 514 slim straight jeans and fuller, nicer looking hair. With my black sunglasses and a jacket my brother gave me ( I will go back for the Alfani leather jacket later), I am going to rock baby ! (And I can rock a baby....) Yeah, I feel cool....
After applying all the personal grooming products, dressing up, I came in the room and showed my D (she had gone on the second excursion tonight to help me get the jeans and shoes).
Her little eyes lit up and said I looked awesome !
Thank God for daughters !
All of this I will wear for a big baby shower/family gathering of my W's SIL tomorrow (Sunday), the ones I missed eating dinner with a week ago.
If W doesn't notice me, someone else will !
Awesome native! The best part is that not only will she notice, she'll notice other people noticing! Worth its weight in gold, I say.
I will get back to you later about your response to my posts. Have to get to kids' games atm...
Also, I put the rest of my story on the newcomers thread, under Scared but ready to try...if you are interested. I am feeling humiliated about some of the things I told, but I know this is the only place to tell it and move forward.
Worth its weight in gold, I say.
