I just sent a text to H and I said. "good morning, I am praying for you and please know that the door is always open for you to come home. The kids and I love and miss you very much."
I know he gets choked up when I say stuff like this but I haven't said it for awhile.
Alright, now the ball is in his court again.
My fantasy is for me to go over there and remove his clothes, turn in his key and get him out of there. He wanted me to do that back in February but I never did it.
God is certainly sending him many messages and whether he knows it or not is anyone's guess but I think deep down he knows.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
