Thanks for checking on me. I am okay today but very tired.
Not recently but I have said to H to stay and he always says, "I can't," and even when he is ready to leave, he kisses me for like 15 minutes and hugs me really tight! This practice began with a few kisses and has progressed to at least 10-15 minutes, he sighs and says he better go. Then after I go inside, he calls ow for one minute, and he even calls her when he leaves to come to our house. I know this because I pay the phone bill and see it. I do not question it though.
H is coming over today and also a few times this week.
I think you are right about testing the waters. And not only that, it would help me out a lot if he were home but I realize it is when he is ready.
It is as if there is this real pull for him to go back there every time.
For what, I do not know.
He has been texting me right before he goes to sleep (between 1-2AM) saying goodnight/i love you...........
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
