I might be placing too much 'hope' on the actual D day, that it will make things all better. I am realizing there is tons of hard stuff coming my way.
L-you are absolutely right. The D day won't make everything all better. It was a terrible day for me when I got the final papers and again when I got the signed decree. I thought that it would be a sense of relief etc, but it wasn't....at least not right away.
What you do have to look forward to however is that from this point, you are going to move forward. It is final and in writing and you are only required to do what is in the D papers unless you want to. He can't come and go. He can't pop into your world and disrupt things near as much. Believe it or not, in a few days you will see a change. You may have lost your H, but you will slowly see that you are getting your life back.
Good luck
Me: 44 S: 17 and 7 Final-6-13-08 I once went to a psychic who told me I would soon feel cheated......
