Yay for AAA. Sometimes ya just gotta call for help.
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I recently felt like I could start to initiate a conversation with him and then that happens and I shut down.
This happens to me. But I try SO hard to not shut down. Usually what is happening and what *actually* upset me are 2 different things. Hard to separate sometimes.
At times though, shutting myself off from H is what I need. Kinda like a bandaid, protecting my wound until it heals up again.