H moving out!! Crisis I need help

[TxMomw/2girls]

I need some clarity and wisdom from someone..

I'm struggling with so much anger and hurt ... My H is out of town this weekend with his family... He called late Friday but we didn't talk...said he call Saturday to talk to the girls and he didn't... But I'm quite sure he called and text the OW this weekend... how can he put her first before his kids....HOW??

I'm so angry... we have babies... we just had a newborn and I can't understand HOW and WHY he doesn't want to call to find out how his kids are???? How can someone abbandoned his babies?????

This is not the man I married....he has always been such a family man and wonderful father... I don't understand how overnight this can change. I want to ask him this if he even calls today - I know it is against DB rules but I don't care today... HOW can he separate his new life with his family and kids... even if he doesn't want me - is he in-human????

I'm grieving and can't understand how he can do this... Why is God doing this???? What is purpose, I'll be stronger for what... I feel I'm questioning my faith b/c I'm so hurt...

I'm going to church soon and hopefully I'll feel better but for now I don't ...

I know Sunday's are quite but if anyone has encouraging words - I need them...