NO news on the genetic tests or else he is just not telling me...I'm sure he is having the results mailed somewhere else...I hope he tells me when he gets them because I have a right to know and he knows it's bothering me waiting....
As for the card I guess I will have to decide...I'm not sure what to do...My H also said we aren't celebrating things like that anymore...ie...my birthday, vday, anniversary...anything that has to do with he and I...I am trying to figure out something to do that day.I really don't want to stay home and think about it....probably will take my kids out to dinner...that sounds like a good idea...H will be with OW because it's her birthday...same day....aaaggghhhh......
My friend even felt bad when she hugged H....she dislikes him so much....mainly because he has NEVER shown any remorse over this whole situation....he doesnt feel bad about it at all...well...he appears to not feel bad....
Plain and simple....I want him home...here with me and the kids...and to work through whatever it is we need to work through...I'm not perfect either....we both need adjustments...just I'm the only one willing to work on them...
I'm learning time and patience....but it's growing thin....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
