That my friend was inspiring. I have to admit that since all this mess between my w and started back in Jan, I have found God again and am thankful I did. I cry alot when I pray to him because I am so riddled with sin and I know it. I know he has forgivin me and there are times when my mind goes blank as well and I dont know what to say either. But as Ive thought about this blankness if you will, I dont think you missed out on God wanting to speak to you, I think he did. What He did was He put your mind at ease and gave you a moment of peace. I myself have taken tremendous comfort in that, sort of recharges my batteries for the epic battle I am fighting known as WAW. But I tell you, having a blank mind for a minute or two, I enjoy every second of it and try to make it count.
S2, sorry for hi-jacking. If youve been keeping up with smartcookies thread, you will know that she is venting as are you. Vent away my friend. And make it as long as you like. It is to late tonight for me to respond to anything youve typed or asked, because I had a late one last night, I am bagged tonight. But I will respond when Im not so tired. Going to church tomorrow without the w....again. Thats ok. It just means that I can cry in peace, make me a stronger man. Talk to you tomorrow or on mon.
Happy Thanksgiving, well up here in Canada anyhow.
HUGS to you S2.
Peter, hang in there bro, keep your head held high and your chin up. If you need a HUG to, Im there for ya.
Joe
M: 37 WAW: 35 D's: 9 & 7 M: 13 Bomb: 01/28/08 Status: Limboland Total bomb drops: Lost count! Support: Here, God above, and now the Love Dare
