I don't know what to say Sandi.Well thats not true, you are long winded. I wish I could type, hunt and peck gets old. Did you answer my questions, it doesn't matter. Sometime just writing things out help. One thing you did mention was your relationship with your H regarding affection. My W and I had kind of the same R b/c of her RA. I gave her the space she wanted but ended up giving to much and here I am. We just seem to fall out of love, like you said, room mates. Mr Fix It is turning in his name. He has come to understand that things can't always be fixed. Only God has that power. I pray that you can have some quiet time with Him and be blessed to be able to hear His words. The other night I had an experience that I didn't understand until the next day. I was sitting on the edge of the bed praying when I noticed that my mind was TOTALLY blank. I tried praying but there was nothing there, I couldn't even think, it was really weird. The next day it dawned on me that God was trying to speak to me and I missed it. I questioned my blank mind, thinking that it was not right, but it was, I just didn't listen. We all just need to listen. I wish I could make it all better for you, health and mental About the new thread, how about, "Beginning a new life" Sleep well Peter
