I know she's not that smart, but it would be hard for her to NOT know that I know. Pretty sure she knows that I know.

You know?

I left the report card sitting underneath it.

Home alone and thinking about stuff again. Wondering what she's doing. If SHE'S alone, too. Not obsessing it, but keeps popping up in my mind.

No matter HOW I feel, I keep getting these thoughts. I wish they would just go away.

I SUCK at alone.

Me 47, WW 38
SS18, D15, D10

Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08

"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."