Kiwi - I have expressed remorse in every shape and form and this year I really meant it. I have been honest and open. I have given him his freedom, I have accepted responsibility and professed that i will accept all consequences of the A.
He just is so hurt. I could guess as to why he feels this bad but others here have told me to get out of his head.
I wish he was as committed to trying again as you guys. I am ready and willing to do all the work and make the changes. Only I cannot do that on my own. Maybe i can while I am trying to gt him to a more receptive place.
You have some tough times ahead with your Dad but be thankful you have the time to talk. Focus on him and your S. WAW can wait. Might do her some good
