H just left but while he was here and when he was ready to leave, he just kept holding on to me, kissed me like crazy, said he loved and missed me.

I am like--why does he have to go if he is so passionate about the way he feels about me?

His blood pressure reading is very high--167 over 102. He said he has not been feeling well and asked about calling the doctor, the procedures, etc.

When he says he is probably going to call the doctor, he is in bad shape.

I am concerned about the blood pressure.

The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19