Woke up today feeling bad. I had to call into work. Maybe it was all the stress. I tried to sleep off and on this morning. My thoughts kept going back to the whole anniversary thing and where we were at five years ago.
W called this morning. Called her back later. Nothing important, just garage sale stuff. A car for SD17 W found. Did not know how she would pay for it. Not my problem. Pretty much a worthless conversation.
Then I had to go to my cousins wedding at 530. That was a little rough. He got married in a church with a preacher. Just tried to space out during the ceremony. Frankly, just wanted to get out of there. Hard to hold back the tears. SIL was matron of honor, W did not show. Was not sure if she would or not. Glad she did not.
Then at 700 I had another wedding I went to. A friend I have know since kindergarten. This one was outside with a judge. Did not really want to be there either. Rough at that one also.
I was going to go to my cousins reception. The flu or whatever it is could not do it. I think the emotional stress for today was enough anyway. They were having there reception at the same place me and my W used.
I got to go to work tomorrow. See what that brings and the next week. Life does have a way of kicking you when you are down.
A warrior does not give up on what he loves, he finds the love in what he does
