well I called her today and she answered the phone so i will call that a victory!! She had some mail sent to me and I called to tell her. she was kidding with me on the phone and she even answered while a friend was with her! I was a little sad because she went to look at the leafs change and went to a apple orchard. poth places were kind of our special place to go. I just told her I was glad she had fun and didnt let it show it effected me. still sad though ah well a small victory still today I guess.
