Today I am feeling quite content with my life.
It has been a very long time since I have felt this way, and it feels wonderful.

I took care of some issues and grew a set of balls this week

I am not having a MLC, I am just re-evaluating some choices I have made and finally grabbed the bull by the horns.

It is my birthday present to myself, to do things that make me happy and to stop settling.

My hours for work have changed and I now have a schedule I love.

I feel appreciated and I am doing things I enjoy.

I bought a new car last week, all by myself and that was exciting for me.

I went shopping with a girlfriend this weekend and it was so good to have some "me" time and not have to rush back home for any reason.

My Husband is finally "almost" normal again and I feel more at peace about my Marriage. I read once that it takes about 18 months to 2 years after they come back again for things to reach normalcy.

Slowly, slowly, we are getting over the "hump" but as long as we keep moving forwards, thats all that really matters.


There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.