I hate 'going dark'. It's definitely a huge learning curve for me. The wait is miserable and keeping my hopes up has to out weigh everything.
My hope is that I'll relax the more I see 'A' initiate. Right now it is tough. But, I'll take this over a couple of years ago. right?
I wonder . . . I hope this progress is not only teaching me a new behavior, but also teaching 'A' a new one, as well.
L . . . looking forward to your response to 'my past experience with A'.
Progress:
1.) joined Weight Watchers. Need to lose 10 lbs. 2.) bought shrubs on sale 3.) enjoying autumn 4.) trying aromatherapy and yoga to relieve stress . . . a lot to be said about 'smelling the flowers' 5.) after a week, I'm counting the days
