Ok ST... we need to talk... I was also going to start Monavie right when H dropped the bomb... we are on an autoship and our team is getting on us to start having tastings etc.... I just haven't had the will right now... I know I need to do something different and for me so it will help me detach... give me a link that will work and I'll send separate... love to talk Monavie too
After I posted - I realized I felt good and knew it got him crying... crying for what I don't know... what are the tears for?? Either he is questioning everything and confused OR he is crying b/c he doesn't love me anymore (which is has said he isn't "in love" with me) but obviously he has given his heart to OW... he is maybe just sad to break the family up...
I dont' answer the phone right when he calls all the time as I would have and I call him back later - when I have my thoughts collected and I'm going to fake it until I make it and put on the happy face...
I'm struggling this weekend.. somedays I just miss him so much.. I feel I need to give him more tough love and distance ... need him to miss what he had too... hard to do both..
Me: 38/H:40 M:7yrs TG: 10yrs 2Girls: 4yr & 7 month old Bomb 8/22/08 OW/EA/PA 8/23/08 with 25yr old Moved out 9/22/08
