I'm sooo glad my post did not offend you. I was worried.
I think you are so strong and amazing. You have been hanging in there through all this madness when most would have walked away a long time ago. I'm so proud of you and how far you have come!
I know this is hard and it seems so looney but you just gotta keep at it. Focus on things that make you feel happy while your hubby works out his issues on his own. Bubble bath (at home not in your apartment again!) is great, listening to music you like, vegging out with a movie, going for a walk, etc. You can do this dear, you just gotta keep your persepective and focus on yourself.
